It is Wedneday again. HOW FAST WAS THAT?!

Happy thing - Went to Manpuku yesterday!


Someday i wanna be back there soon to eat the piping hot ramen while talking then chilling with a matcha ice cream just like the good old times i am yearning for...

I changed my pubdes topic from funeral to print and then back to funeral again so i was only left with 2 hours plus to do up the presentation. But either my lecturer didn't like the topic or i pissed him off by saying his crit was boring that i felt i was rushed and just being like judged during my presentation.

Sometimes i should have drawn the line very clearly that this line should never be crossed. Lecturers and students can never be friends. Because the more i treat this lect as friend, it just spirals down lah. DB33 is just condemned in the eyes of everyone forever okay. Just very sad that i'm losing respect for the only few people whom i can respect in this laughable school.

Oh ya anyway, did you know that during presentation today, someone actually ripped off my idea FRESH AND WHOLEY? I admit i was RAGING at first but it subsided quickly but then it was replaced with infinite of disgrace on her part and at her lack of integrity and also ashamed for her. Most of all, i am sympathetic at her state of being to the point that she can rip off my idea and present it as her own.

Surprisingly, i never had that problem when i was in DB33, the class that is blacklisted even by our own CP. 很可笑 hor?

This kind of thing right, no matter how you say it right/ correctly, it will bound to be an endless of argument. No point arh to start a war in the middle of the class.. So i decided to just secretly blacklist her.

One of the possible scenario that could have happened from a quarrel in the class is that I've made my point loud and clear, and i bet in 100% that she will be crying. But then, i would DEFINITELY be lamented by my lecturer for being like this because "ideas are meant to be shared during group consultation". Yes, i will never allow myself to be in that state where I am actually correct but i have no concrete proof to proof it.

You get what i mean?

So my dear friends with true and pure integrity. In the design school, please just NEVER share your awesome and amazing ideas out with people YOU HAVE NEVER WORKED WITH BEFORE or just people you can't be bothered to be associated with. BECAUSE, in the end, they are just going to fucking rip off your ideas and work and modify to be their own.

DB33 is condemned for life or maybe just the power ranger clique. But at least i know in our clique, we are not those skin deep type of clique. We still have integrity and pride and most of all, loyalty to friendship and to each other. I am not gonna judge the other cliques from the other classes but you all seems to be doing good unlike us, being ourselves and get blacklisted by the entire laughable institution's lecturers. 很可笑 hor?

Right now, i no longer can differentiate people with good intention and the bad, or people being friendly because they are truly friendly or just faking it all. But i no longer care, yea, i don't even bother about your existence as a whole in the first place. Even one day if i'm going to be all left alone, OBAMASELF (lol), i will not contradict my own principles to just be able to join the world of masks.